| Cody ( @ 2005-10-12 00:49:00 |
| Current mood: |
snap, crackle, stab
it was a nice day off today. very much needed. i have another comming thursday. im feeling more and more dread when i go in there to work. i snapped saturday night, and i think that may have ended my closing days. at first it was amusing to notice how everytime i walked into the kitchen, i could almost feel the scream escaping my lips. often, all that would come out though were laughs that i realize were me on the verge of a mental breakdown. its not healthy to be up there for so long without any real time off. thats part of why we usually have 4 hour shifts. if i can just hold out until next friday, ill be off and taking a trip with my family to dallas (lewisville i think). i hate my job lately. just some time off, that will be good.